I found my self worth buried deep underneath the core of the problem. Sulking and wilting in the garden of his spoken words. Cruel and unkind surrounding every colour and every path, Dripping from every petal and every leaf to the last placement of where I no longer seek to be.
I found validation from myself, Not within the stares from you or the apparent love from him. His words are still plastered into my brain and my insecurity is still worse off, But I found peace and contentment. I found optimism and care, Radiated through my surroundings.
I found that I deserved more than to be cheated and hurt, Emotionally distraught to humiliation and bleeding in bedding. Suffocation from the sheets and I couldn't sleep. Now I've found acceptance. And I can move on.