Sometimes we fall We break, We move on, Or we stay because we are afraid, We shatter the only thing we’ve ever known, And it could be a because of a complication, unfortunate events, Or one simple thing. Something like the truth Mine was that you’d never love me We won’t work It’s not gonna happen And for so long I struggled to swallow those words I went back and forth from loving you directly Then too loving you from a distance For four years I have loved you And this is my goodbye Here it goes : You once told me the way you get through life is too hold your head down and keep pushing through the problem until eventually you don’t feel anything. But I’m not going to do that. Instead, I’m gonna keep my head up and I’m gonna smile. I’m gonna laugh and I’m going to work through what I’ve had to deal with. Not by ignoring it but by facing it. Through out all this time I’ve been afraid you’d leave and I’d be alone but the truth is you were never really here and what has been my extensive thought of what love is Has been me alone. but you my love, will always hold a part of my heart. you will always have the part of myself i put into you. the part of myself i first learned to love. you let go and even though i have taken my time, its time for me to let go too. no more of your witty jokes or captivating smile hands finding each other, lips locking together late night calls the moments that makes us who we are ill still listen to that song and try to feel you out there but believing us leaves me disconsolate you were never mine too have nor keep neither was i ever yours. i used to see you in everything i touched but i will no longer be looking. i wish you the best in life and that you are happy as i should. the world will keep turning and my life will go on as it should. ciao
after four years of ups and downs im finally ready to move on and find my meaning in this world. since the moment i knew you i always pictured a story in my mind that involved you but im seeing a different picture now. a realistic one. a better one.