It’s easy to smoke the pain away

But its hard when the pain comes back the next day

Everything just be so temporary

That’s why I make my body a sanctuary

I praise my thoughts

I’m in a close relationship with my mind
and today is our anniversary

Sometimes I be feeling so out of place

I be wanting you close to me but I’m so use to space

You could be perfect for me but I would still push you away

Don’t take this personally I’m just so use to pain

I hate this tension but tbh I just be wanting your attention

It just ***** cause my hearts not really attentive

I’m in a bad place mentally

Can you make love to me physically

And spiritually heal me inside

I swear I don’t hate you

I’m just inside my mind...