And I just wanna rip my ******* heart out.
The loss of someone who was never mine.

Take my mind I don't wanna think about
All the times you made me feel just so
MOTHER ******* FINE.

And here's my eyes. I don't need em'.
When I close them all I see are ghosts of you.

Take these hands, I can't stand to feel them
Because it seems they've memorized the way you move.

Here's some stupid ******* ears. Do you want them?
Cuz I only hear that song you used to play.

And take my feet, I never use them,
Since that day they ran
Begging you to stay.

And I can't sleep
Soundly
I can't rest.
I can't handle all the great things that I
ruined I *******

MESSED

UP

EVERYTHING.

But go,
Just like hang out with your friends and get smoothies or some ****. And one day I'll see you walking and you'll catch me in your eye and your stupid friend, you know the one I'm talking about, that  one I hate? Yeah her. Well she'll say something ******* useless like "God isn't that girl the one that was like, obsessed with you or something lololsdlfkakdsjfLASDK".

And then you'll be all
"Hmm. hmm hmm hmm hm hm. Yeah. **** she's crazy."

Then I'll die.