i laid in my bed
and listened to the small breaths you gently let out.
my heart was racing
because it felt like you were right next to me
i was almost tempted to tell you how i felt,
but i knew it would end our beautiful friendship.
i could feel your eyes on me
as i stared into the dark screen.
i thought of the first time we saw each other
and the little smile you sent my way.
time feels frozen when i'm with you
it makes me scared to jump back into my sad reality.
i stared out my window
and i looked at the moon.
and i wished for our souls
to reunite in another life.
another life where the timing would be perfect.