Memor'al weekend's here, and summer thence In tow as wont: my stockings in betrayl Hang limply, needing to be washed, and stale Cuz warmth is now a constant, with those scents I had forgot: that sour note haunting sense, As to perspire is what we'll do sans bail The next four months, erm straight, t'exhale Nor think of sweaters, chill our sweet defense. Watch golden shafts, while Maple leaves half stir To fragile whispers, tricking shadows to Shift vaguely 'cross grass' carpet, skies deep blue And moody, clouds mair grey, light ghastly, poor As listning to the kitchen sounds in tour, The music gone, how static mocks which cue?
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Also, from everyone else's (father and brothers) happy tendency to dream, making plans of travelling the world, where I literally have NO place in all the world I care to be than only with my loved ones, [intro]