Oh, I think I've figured it out: I'm so bouncy and smiley simply because I am chronically depressed.
(sonnet #MMMMMMMCLXXV)
Oh yes, please text me that "it's love's detail" And promise marriage ere we've talked fr'intents But hours, to ask how I earn money hence, Whileas ye ditch me cuz I don't in pale Excuse have sure employment, and t'avail That's what I've feared: love false, as each want cents When they quip "****." And I knew't. Good sense. True love, shan't care for her purse: love is bail. I stoop low for the purple violets, stir Twixt taller grasses that wee morsel's cue Of deepest sorrow: cuz I am as twere Myself a violet, lost and trodden through The years, and full of grief, yet smiling too, For that's our lot. Ai! Is love always poor?!
24May18b
And for the octet: my mother, and several of my brothers have assured me that IF a man truly loves a woman, he will not care at all that she's penniless. I've known a few true lovers, then, been engaged once to one such, but for the most part am hit upon by fakes.