scales of desire tip, time now weightier than fortune, the more precious, as it always has been, gone unrecognized, obscured by hale youth, invaluable, ephemeral allowing the echo of song, the titter-laugh of loved ones, banter of old friends, hours with the hound turned gray who clings to oneβs hip, silver windswept rainstorms, ice-crested mountains, frantic hummingbirds suspended as still life, the raw tickle of a running finger along silken skin, sin, regret, atonement, recollections savored of those who have left as if brought back before one, if only for the moment, before recession into an ether world and the miasma of memory and loss, a gift for one to inhale the entirety, and to expel it all with a ferocity that says to those who will listen, how I cherish thee