find the most interesting, beautiful, and important part of your figure; observe with fresh eyes, and new hands until you can touch the figure in your mind
but
do not hold him just yet.
transform him to his most basic and essential qualities. observe the way light plays against his skin, the darker shadows under his neck, the curve of his lips the muscles along his arms and blood in his veins holding your brush with care, start an outline
go slow at this stage
find a way to capture his gaze. a gaze away could mean disinterest or distraction an animated gaze forward means your figure is engaged
next
trace him with your brush focusing on the base of his neck, his broad, naked shoulders, his back and the curves that connect to his thighs.
when you have an outline: wait
wait until you hear the pounding of your own heartbeat paint the feeling of his hands against your hips wait until you feel his lips brush up against the base of your neck, your slender, naked shoulders, your back your stomach and lower
at this very moment, you feel yourself painted by him
you become a shade, a highlight, a smudge back into the canvas and he pulls you in closer until you both become one image
you watch him as he takes your paint brush away you are naked and you do not remember if he painted your clothing off with a brush of his own or if you took them off yourself
such trivial detail is not essential to the big picture
this is when the real picture is painted when you yourself become a series of circles and textures and your body no longer feels real