This poem is dedicated to 3rd grade,
Politicians everywhere,
The San Diego Padres,
And everyone else who keeps ******* up my ****,

I am not allowed to have feelings
Feelings would complicate this

I am
Nothing but a,
Stupid stuttering complaining *******

So do you mind
If I wrap my arms around you, just so I can say
That I am holding on to something that I won’t let go
Because I have trouble letting go
And yet
My hands slipped because they were sweaty and I was nervous,
And I dropped my courage and my thoughts.

So give me Will Toledo’s voice
And Rhiannon McGavin’s stage presence

I am not allowed to have feelings
Feelings would complicate this

Because I am nothing,
But a chameleon

And I try to stay invisible but in that attempt, I end up standing out
And looking like a black sheep among white sheep in a herd

Have you heard?
With this new update, he can unsave all of your messages
All your "I love yous" and all your "Hellos" and "Goodbyes"
And you are just messaging nothing

I am not allowed to have feelings,
Because feelings are stupid, and it feels too stupid to mention,

So do you mind if I whisper words into your ear?

So I can say
My secrets are trusted with the most trustworthy person

I am not allowed to have feelings
Feelings would complicate this

I am nothing but,
A god
Because every time I open my mouth
I create,
No, no, no, not the Garden of Eden
But the garden of even
And odd sentence structures that make phrases and paragraphs That are said so magnificently that I have the last laugh

Unless you want the last laugh
Because I’ll give you anything

To love you
To hold you
To say simples punchlines that make you smile because seeing you with that unconfident frown made feel like I have to do something

I,
Care,
And,
Love,
You.