Apr 2018
Sometimes your death hurts me deeply…
As deafening scream inside me
And is not even that I wanted you back in my life
We changed so much…
Our worlds does not had nothing to do
Is just that it hurts that you don't exist anymore
because even if our lives had never been blended again
knowing that you exist gave me happiness
I wished SO MUCH for you…
Really…
sometimes it hurts so bad that the air I breathe
is not yours anymore…
that the moon I see can no longer be seen by you …
That I was left remembering alone how much I loved you
and the beauteous way you loved me…
It hurts...
As deafening scream inside me
And is not even that I wanted you back in my life
We changed so much…
Our worlds does not had nothing to do
Is just that it hurts that you don't exist anymore
because even if our lives had never been blended again
knowing that you exist gave me happiness
I wished SO MUCH for you…
Really…
sometimes it hurts so bad that the air I breathe
is not yours anymore…
that the moon I see can no longer be seen by you …
That I was left remembering alone how much I loved you
and the beauteous way you loved me…
It hurts...
I`m a happy person with many deep wounds, sometimes they win and I feel the pain as if it is recent - This is for my first love that died 5 years ago, we were not a couple anymore at that time, but as I said in what I wrote, sometimes his death still hurts so bad because I wished the best for him.
(F/Quito)
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