Clawing its way out of my soul Out of the deepest darkest pits The cruel unnerving voice returns Making sure I lose my grip
Tearing down my happiness Taking over my everyday life An endless stream of negativity Each word cuts through me like a knife
Your all alone in this world Your friends have left you for dead They lied, betrayed and hurt you Your better off with just me instead
As true as the words seem Your the one who drove them away You made me lock down all my emotions I was happy before you came
Were you really happy tho? Surrounded by all those "friends" You knew the truth behind each one So why did you even pretend?
He's merely speaks the truth I pretended not to see I thought maybe if I accepted their faults Perhaps they could love me for me
So in the end you knew You blamed it all on me I was willing to playthe scrape goat Cause all I wanted was for you to be free
Why does my freedom come at a cost? Its the cold hard truth of reality But am I any better off knowing now Was this really the key?
If not now then when? Would you continue living a lie Would you rather have them say it to your face Then secretly stab you in the back
We both know they wont ***** their hands Nor will they tarnish their image Its better being one step ahead then waiting for them to finish
I'm standing in silence all alone Watching my friends continue their lies I've plastered on a fake smile and grin But all I want to do is cry
Maybe it seems better to be one step ahead To protect myself from getting hurt But blocking out the truth and actully being happy Doesn't sound as bad as being an insecure little introvert
I guess its true What people say In situations such as this The phrase Ignorance is bliss Is truly quiet befitting