The weight of my thoughts;
This “pain” that I feel;
I wonder how much of it
Truly, is real.
Neglecting my health;
I seek comfort in vices;
Like cannabis, or nicotine.
But at least I’m not a drunk.
Yet I find myself in pain;
Itching for a taste;
For a glimmer of solace.
Just a promise of peace.
What am I craving?
What am I yearning for?
So I can feel high?
Or because I’m just bored?
I need something.