The most
dangerous thing
i can ever do
is be nice to you
i try
i try so ******* hard to help
to show you
what it's like to be a good person
one thing i learned tonight
i would go
to the ends of the world for you
yet you wouldn't do the same
i try to fix people
i like to think i am helping
yet the only person i am not able to fix is me
took me years and years to figure out
why do i find myself in this exact same mess
every single time
getting ****** over
friends turn to foes
i never believed them
until it happened
again
and again
and then again
always wondered
what the ****
where the **** did i go wrong
i thought i tried
guess i was wrong
about me
about you
about everybody
it took me so long to realize
til tonight
it hurts
because deep down
it was the truth
he knew
and it hurts
people around me sees it
yet why can't i
am i too nice
i guess that's what life is like today
being nice is bad
being nice makes people to turn against you
being nice isn't as nice
as you think it is
so there you go
i lost someone
who didn't care
but you lost someone
who did

J.G.S