Ay! We grew up on the block. Torn clothes, holed shoes, no socks. Young boys tryna make it to the top. On the corner selling flake and pushing rock.
Each morning another body drops. Street soldiers; battle never stops. No warning; raided by the cops. Little sister screaming in her cot.
Life goes on. Get over the shock. Loose lips get silenced by the glock. Ain't no-one speaking on the dock. Need green so we hustle round the clock.
Quick raid but we didn't get a lot. Hear voices tellin' us to stop. Look back, see my brother gettin' shot. No choices. This is all we got.
- We grew up on the block. -
Now as our brothers lay dead, as the world burns around us just like my father said and the fighting surrounds us. We cover our heads from the cops as they pound us. But unbroken, we swear that we'll never back down. We will not live in fear. We shall never be bound. We're the kingmakers here. We're still running this town! So whilst we shed a tear for the ones in the ground, we'll make the rivers run red and the bullets rain down.
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But as we lie here tonight still sleeping on the floor I just can't help but think that there must be something more. You ask if Mummy's come home... just bailffs at the door. Little sister I'll protect you. You're the one thing I adore. You can't be living like this. You're just a little girl, I swear I'll find a way out. I'll build a whole new world where you can be anything. You'll be incredible! We'll make our mark in history. We'll be indelible.
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But right now I gotta go. Don't let anybody in. Got a hook-up for the blow and another little thing: We got raided at the grow. They think Micky's gonna sing. So we're putting on a show and we're taking care of him. - They got him in the van but it's gonna be OK Uncle Sammy's got a plan. They ain't gonna get away. Gonna light the ****** up. Muthafuckers better pray! Ain't nobody going down. He won't see another day.
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So little sister don't you fear. Not long til I'll be here. I know you're hungry baby. I hear you loud and clear. I'm always right beside you even when you think I'm not. I'll always come back for you baby you're all I've got
- cos we grew up on the block. -
Hey little sister can you hear me? Oh baby, please don't cry. You know it hurts me so much to see tears in your eyes. I know you can't forgive me but I swear I didn't lie. I was gonna change things for you, build us a brand new life.
I never saw it coming, thought Luther had my back. I turned and saw him running before the world turned black. I'm glad you got some money. I knew you'd find my stack. You know it's kinda funny... it says 'Brother' on my plaque.
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Cos that's a joke, right? It should say 'Failure' or something. It's up in smoke. Life's ****** up for you, I bailed on you.
Running with those guys was stupid. I should've stayed home with you kid. Now you're grown up and your new kid cries cos there's still no food! - It's all my fault. I'm sorry. I know that doesn't help. Words can't buy clothes for Lori or put food on the shelf.
I wish I'd held you longer before I went away. It might have made you stronger to fight another day. - You tried to stand on your feet. Tried to pay your own way. Working two jobs with no sleep. I'm so proud of you!
Hey, don't be so ******* yourself cos you got back in the game. You were born into this hell. You didn't cause all this pain. - I loved you so much baby since I stood by your cot. I'm still right here beside you even though you think I'm not.
I wish that we could just find a way to turn back the clock but still the cycle continues...
cos we grew up on the block.
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