i miss you so much but i know that it's just the loneliness speaking

if i go back to you again i'm not allowing myself to feel true love and find someone who deserves me

what we had was nice and i wish it was real but we both know it was only real for me

i'll always think about you but i refuse to let myself go back to you

i know what i deserve now and we both know you can't give it to me.