What the **** did I get myself into You and I came out of nowhere Neither of us knows what we're doing Neither of us knows how to do this
I don't know how to be the best I can be for you I don't want to miss you as much as I do And crave your touch as much as I do
I feel like I'm falling, right into your arms I'm so scared, I don't want to be hurt again
It's so hard to trust this, it's so hard to let myself love I'm scared of the distance, the others, losing you, losing myself
I'm scared of screaming into the night sky, screaming "why again" And to feel that cold autumn wind burns my throat And chap my cheeks as my tears run on
While I run further from myself Scared to deal with the hurt of the others Afraid of being with you Afraid to not be