When someone asked me why I did a certain thing If anything it reminded me of the past and of you for a split second I quickly changed topics in order to avoid me from wanting to talk about you. But when she kept persisting and kept asking. I almost wanted to cry right then and there but then I reminded myself of how strong I was. How even though you hurt me emotionally by stringing me along. telling me empty words with zero meaning now looking back at it But at the time oh how I wanted half of the words that you told me to come true I wanted to meet you for the first time. See you offline. But then when I self-reflected Was when I realized how the way I acted back then vowed never again would I let myself be swayed by pretty words Promising me things until it wasn't what you wanted anymore
written when I was feeling the after effects of heartbreak back then