music to me is like turning back the clock, travelling to return to a life of agony and loss i embrace the music and in turn the music takes control i find myself in a different world a world of pain i could feel my soul become one with the music as i unleashed my emotions into dance i needed this as badly as i needed to breathe my entire body moved with a purposeful clarity my smile on display for all to see but no one saw the tear i let roll down my cheeks