Though u said all those things
That killed me inside
I still miss you
Your intent was to only hurt me
But i still love you
Broken hearted but the pieces still call your name
A love i was so invested in became my down fall
So many tears stain my pillow
Nights i lay awake replaying the memories
Hoping that they are enough to keep me alive
Anxiety filling my soul as i have to realize that you were never good for me
Trying to convince my body to forget your touch and the way your hand made my adrenaline rush
How i have to succumbed to the fact this was all a lie
Yet all of me loves you
And i just don't know why...