In a second
Life can make the most dramatic changes
My question is
Was it by my own doing
Fire sparked by my own hands
Or fate
Just a stop on a map

How do I explain this to you
"I thought I knew everything
But when memories of you flood my vision
There was so much I didn't see
Pain I caused others
Mistakes I made
That's why I ran away"

Alone, thousands of miles away
I am caught in a few perpetual days
Just trying to outlive my problems
But I know I will have to return
And figure out a way to solve them