What an appalling yearning it is... I feel as my spirit will tear apart my presence to fly where at the moment it would have to be, breaking all the chains of reality My life is addicted to you What a hard conflict... What a tough task... Like aΒ Β patient in a deathbed I need a 'lifeogen' mask. I had to be moving to you at the moment, After a while, I had to be sitting waiting for peace And you had to be coming in With your warm greetings...
Now, life is beginning there, Vitality is filling empty spheres with your blissful voice and laughter But none of those existing dumbs can feel it Someone is sitting face to face with you Where once I was sitting Haven't you still felt the difference?! Haven't you still found out the case?! Anyone can take my seat, But no one can take my place...
Can I forgive myself for my selfishness?! I am sometimes very egoist and ingrate! You are laughing, you are happy now and you feel great, that is the main point. I scold myself and evade all of my cravings You know me - I am the soldier of fortune... Keep your shining and just only laugh, please...