This whole year, I spent it being scared. This whole year, I did nothing but compare. This whole year, I tried too hard This whole year, the real me became slowly charred. This whole year, I could never measure up. This whole year, I told my self I was a *****-up This whole year, I was caught This whole year, I worried too much about what they thought. So this next year, I'm going to love the crap out of myself.