It's been a while since I've written It may be 'cause it's been a while Since I've really felt anything at all
One little white pill "It'll take all the pain away" But the dealer never told me My new friend was here to stay So before you say yes There's something I need to say
You'll lie awake wishing for pain At least then you'll feel something But it'll never ******* come Because your friend you call numb Calls your brain home
Numbness used to be my friend But when you invite him over He'll never want to leave And you'll do everything you can To evict him from your home But forever there he'll stay And you'll always feel alone
My tiny round friends used to be so kind Now I'm reminiscing on times I felt alive