What do I do when you scream in agony and I spill myself to help you but you push me so hard and far away that you break my bones? I've been staring at this stream for ages and all I can think about is one word that was constantly on loop: CHANGE! CHANGE! CHANGE! We used to create storms together Now it's you who gives birth to natural disasters inside of me and I've learned how to survive them. But each time there are less and less survivors So tell me what do I do when you scream in agony?