My heart shatter in many pieces,
with one I slit mine own throat,
whenever I call you
you will hear me gargle with blood,
although you never loved me.

My mind is crowded with darkness,
gunshot illuminate my ugly face,
whenever I write you
letters will be splattered with blood,
although you never loved me.

My body is weak,pale and alone,
abandoned on the cold rain,
whenever I hold you
I cant feel anything,
although I never had you.

There are so many shades of my life,
and you are none of them.
There is so many pain in my life,
and you are all above them.
There are so many feelings inside me,
and yet you never care.
There are so many endings of this road,
but I choose to die in your shadow
unnoticed,
alone.