I told you I no longer loved you. It was a white lie. I loved you more than you could ever imagine. I wasn't an idiot though, I saw the way you looked at her. I felt you stayed because you were unsure; whether you loved me or her. Either that or you were afraid of breaking my heart because I was the one who was always there for you; you were afraid of me leaving. I couldn't take the pain of knowing you loved her the way you loved me. So that night I let you go, I let the pain take over me entirely, so you could love her entirely. I have found another love, but, you will always be the first.