Cut Not the slicing of my arms Or the deep flesh wouds i draw But the cutting of relationships Gone. I was cut of As cold as a winters night in the middle of a snow storm There was no more - Big sis, and baby girl. There was nothing But the odor of the burnt ashes that sat buried beneath our tongues. Words that were yelled Like the fire flys lighting the nigh sky, appearing rapidly and disappearing with only a small resemblance from the past. Once free from our greedy and angered mouths Nothing can be taken back Nothing can be undone. With those words you said And my actions You had cut me off Telling me u loved me, but we were no more. I yelled and cried But you weren't coming back. 3 years. We missed so much of each other's lives. I, peering into yours through the gaps of the curtins you hung up. And you looking down from your castle, only for a time wondering who i was. Finally we had something. But everyone pulled us down. No one trusted you or believed you No one loved u like i did. I was the only one who stood there with you Yes unable to help But I was there. 3 years we had. Now no more.
I can't go back to that 10yr old innocent baby girl. You said goodbye I said "I'm sorry." But nothing i can do will reverse the actions. Goodbye 'Big Sis' **