I thought I was alone like a young leaf fallen on the field nothing to look forward to waiting for an inevitable end to come and take me away into the hopeless land of the unknown but I was wrong I didn't look at the other way the way from which the sun shone the path that was still there, calm and bright as usual but I was afraid, afraid of the light that I was craving so I closed my eyes took a deep breath turned back and moved towards the light