Shivering nights accompanied by endless fear
Attempting to find something in exchange of cold tears
Questions unanswerable by yes or no
Questions that I don't even know

Incapacitated by curiosity and agony
Maybe death is soon my destiny
How I longed to let everyone know
The wicked schemes that I can't show

But, had you ever hear the scream of silence?
So deafening that we can't even sense
Ruptured throat because of endless scream
Inflated eyes with blood on its stream

Being lost in the midst of joy and depression
Slowly devouring my ability of sensation
Enclosed by bars made of regrets
Drowned in fear that I can't forget

I can no longer feel my heart
So dark, shattered into parts
Nor feel my hands, my legs, my voice
Don't ask me this is not my choice

Now please end this constant mourning
Let the sun shine in my morning
Please **** me, I'm begging you please
Make my life come to its ease