the whirlpool churns, beginning to turn frothy and treacherous i reach my arms towards anything but i clutch my own shirt, and i spin. the whirlpool turns me around my eyes cross and i suspect i may drown drown drown i want to ground myself but in a whirlpool where is up and where is down i am churning my nails dig deeper into the fabric this brain of mine tosses itself into havoc
i am holding onto words i struggle to remember the whirlpool churns and in turn those words are lost to me
today, i tried my best to work on some free verse rhyme. i admire spoken word poetry for its incredible rhyme and flow. it's something that i feel is hard to even think about as a largely 'written word' poet (or at least, i struggle with it).
a storm so horrible and paralyzing only has one name anxiety