You silence my brains loud screaming and violent thrashing, With a touch... How can you mean this much? My heart, thumps rapidly in your presence; Why can't I tell you... My words of confession get trapped with aggression as my lungs fight the will to breath... You take my hand and everything stops... As time moves on... Can you feel my hand as it shakes in yours? My pleas for help to save me from myself? Or... Do you just see a carefree girl smiling with glee? Please explain why you mean so much to me....