I see a darkness in you. The same darkness I see in me. I also see a ray of light, Reflecting, shining, a brilliance not many people have. I'm messed up, my head down the gutter. And I run. I run from the hollowness and I run from the dark. And I'll keep running until I'm shown the light shines from me. You saw the light, The light I could not see. You showed me that I too have a light, A light that refracts like a diamonds, shining colours and splitting, allowing others to see and feel the warmth.
Though I still see the darkness, though it only mimics what once was. you have shown me a light that I can make shine bright. You helped show me thatI am more than the hole which tears my heart apart. You helped show me that I too can be brilliant and I too can shine like a bursting star. I could destroy galaxies and planets and be something so destructive. But instead, you turned me int a light that shines so bright I keep other planets alive.
You'll never see or understand how much you've done for me. How much you've shared or how your kindness has brought meinto the light.
I was a destroyer I thought I was the darkness But you've shown me that I am better. Now I am the light. Now I can be brilliant. I know what you've given me. And I am so eternally grateful.
But the darkess still seeps in. It still stays. It creeps in at night when I'm feeling low. Sometimes i miss the dark because it was so easy. But I hold onto the light because the light shines through the darkness.
My final say. The way I loved you was a way I love no other. I am so grateful for you having been in my life.