If I go where they don't want me to be
To the place I should never be
If I do things they don't want me to do
Things I might regret too
But what if that place and things will make me
Will make me so happy
Should I try to disappoint them
Or should I let it be
Let things where it should be
I AM ALREADY TIRED
Even if I didn't even tried
Stucked with WHAT IFS
Don't know what to do with all of this
I wanna get slash on my wrist
Or hang myself or jump in skyscrapers
But they will get disappointed yes
But I wanna stop all this
And be on peace.