We never got to go to the hookah bar like you promised me It’s funny how life works sometimes One minute you’re so in love you’re drunk on it And the next thing you know you’re hungover And the stomach acid taste of his next girlfriends name burns in your chest I always knew we wouldn’t be together forever But I still let this tear me apart I still lost my dinner when I saw her for the first time And god it hurt I’ve never been drunk before So this metaphor I’m trying to crack open might be a cold one But I know you know alcohol like your middle name (and your last name and your first name) You know PBR like a lover And drink $5 wine like it’s from the fountain of youth But we thought we were invincible And that night I hold onto Has so many memories Sometimes when I think of them I still feel like I can never die But that’s probably what my friends mother thought With her BAC of .3 And her car sinking into the water Life was good to her With her 2 sons and 3 daughters Her job promotion And her health But she still swore his name burned her like whisky Down her throat I’m worried I’ll hold onto you forever But I’m even more worried I'll forget Forget how good it feels to love Forget how good it feels to be alive Because the first time I had moonshine hurt like hell But I don’t want to forget laying on my kitchen floor crying Because it tasted so bad Because the memories are what keep me alive They leave the tipsy feeling But take the blackout harmony It isn’t the same when the alcohol leaves you So I am sorry I am sorry that I stayed drunk too long I am sorry that I am a disaster when I’m hungover And I am so **** sorry That I just sobered up But I still feel the burn Of our names together And our favorite poetry And your smile I don’t know what comes after sobriety I don’t know what comes after you realize the person you’ve loved Never loved you to begin with I don’t know what happens after the hangover fades away and you’re only left with what it really feels like to ache But I guess it’s time to find out