I hate you holy **** I hate you so much. You ..... came to me You kissed me you said i love you first and ***.... You LIED YOU ******* TOOL. YOU DID THIS . You started it with NO intention of staying . YOU ASKED IF I WOULD be ready to be with you. and I said yes but I was scared I was ******* terrified! You knew .... and you took advantage ... just like I knew you would I gave you the benefit of the doubt... I gave you time, love ,and attention. I cared about you more than you cared about yourself.I gave you all of me and I got NOTHING in return but lies ... I just wanted your honesty ... all the time even if it would " hurt" ... so what it would hurt? YOU don't think this doesnt hurt !?! YOU ALWAYS HAD ME AS #2 ... ALWAYS AND I LET YOU! I let you in. I let you use me and the sad part is that I have been used ... so many times before... never like this... I was a toy to you . I made you feel better about your sad little life .... I was there and you knew I wasn't going anywhere and you took advantage of that ... and you didn't even seem to feel sorry... you seemed so okay with hurting me. Like you liked seeing me cry over you. YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN HONEST WHAT THE ****. I HATE HOW MUCH EFFORT I PUT. I HATE THE TRIPS I MADE TO YOUR HOUSE . I HATE THE HUGS AND KISSES I LET YOU GET I HATE THE LETTERS I GAVE TO YOU. I HATE THE LONG MESSAGES I SENT TO YOU WHILE YOU WERE AT WORK AND I STAYED UP TO TALK TO YOU! I hate that I let you in . I hate you so much . I hate how much time I spent on someone like you. I HATE THAT WHEN YOU SHOWED ME HOW BAD AND HORRIBLE YOU ARE I STILL STAYED. I STILL LOVED YOU THE WAY YOU WERE I UNDERSTOOD YOU I was ALL in .... and you... were never in.... you never cared ... you never loved me . You loved the feeling . You loved using me... even if u didn't mean it ... u did it ... and it hurts so ******* bad I hate you! I hate everything about you!!! I HATE YOU MORE THAN YOU HATE YOURSELF. You said YOU WOULDN'T YOU SAID YOU ******* WOULDN'T AND YOU ******* DID. you lied ALLL the time. Non of it was real for you .... you dragged me along till she came back to you and She DOESN'T EVEN LOVE YOU IS THE SADDEST PART YOU ARE GREAT .. OR AT LEAST I KNOW YOU WOULD BE ******* WONDERFUL. BUT SHE DOESN'T SEE THAT. AND THE SAME WAY YOU WANT HER ... IS HOW I WANT YOU AND I HOPE SHE ******* destroys you. I hope you miss me. I hope you regret not being a man about ****. I hope 10 years from now the thought of me makes you ******* cry while I luagh . I hate you. I hate what you have done to me. I hate all the negitve energy u brought towards me ... You are a ****. You deserve her . The two of you lie and cheat and you are THE PERFECT PAIR. and I hope you grow and learn to love yourself because holly ******* make it hard for someone to love you ... you dont even know yourself... thats so sad. I almost feel bad for you. I was great ... I am great and you.... are awful. And I ******* hate that you were in my life . And im glad you're ******* gone. Beacuse you do NOT DESERVE SOMEONE LIKE ME. I CAN'T HELP BUT KEEP SAYING THAT I ******* HATE YOU SO MUCH WITH ALL MY HEART. YOU AINT **** AND YOU MAY NEVER BE. ******* . **** the 6 months you wasted . **** the letters . **** the phone calls . The promises . **** the visits .. ******* meeting max. **** the hugs the kisses **** talking to you 24/7 . **** the I love and I miss yous. **** the sc streak. Just ******* for coming into my life only to **** me up even more than I already was. ******* .... **** her ... **** meeting you . **** getting to know you. Honestly I hope I never see your face again beacuse I ******* hate you and you hate yourself. TRUST ME PRETTY BOY I HATE YOU A LOT MORE I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON LOVE I HOPE YOU DROWN IN HER LIES I HOPE YOU ******* MISS ME . I HATE YOU INSIDE AND OUT!!!!