I held your heart for way too long, my arms feel heavy, I guess I am not that strong. My tolerance for your ******* has reached its max., I toss and I turn and I just can't seem to relax. Your absent presence makes my mind run wild, as if a cup of coffee with an extra shot were to be ingested by a child. Tear-stained pillows and a melancholy song, I told myself its really time to move on. I break away from everything connected to you, even if it means splitting my heart into two. Your heart returned to its rightful place, in one piece and beating at a rhythmic pace. It hurt for awhile, I'm not going to lie but now that you are gone, there's one less reason for me to cry. I can breathe again, blinded no more and now i can see; I can scream at the top of my lungs and hear myself shout "I am free!"