Highlighting to my past Exactly a year back From now... My break up took place with the most beloved person of my life.
A year later In quiet moments Revisiting & reviving visualising it To be tormenting more Unable to adjust One's emotional state of being!
But now I can see clearly, How I missed all the red warning flags!
A burning fire melted me To mould me fiercely I screamed silently With each passing day & night I ran back to and fro Not knowing where to go!
A lesson for life He taught me to take a different route Walk the path all by yourself And to go with the flow No matter how slow.
And this is how, I became *me A me, who flew back every other new way, To find him in nature & Through solving life's struggles With each passing day.
Though I miss him every other day. 13th October, a day of my shattered heart pieces Which I am still recovering from. Wanted to ask him why he never valued me and broke up over a phone call & never met again. But now I know, I never valued myself or raised my standards to value me. I am made up of my imperfections. I am perfectly Imperfect. I need no validation. Be with me as I am or please leave before it's too late for me & you to do nothing but to drown! Thank you for leaving me completely shattered. I am still in the process of remoulding & recreating myself all over again & again with each passing day & night.