Oct 2017
Highlighting to my past
Exactly a year back
From now...
My break up took place
with the most beloved
person of my life.
A year later
In quiet moments
Revisiting & reviving
visualising it
To be tormenting more
Unable to adjust
One's emotional state
of being!
But now I can see clearly,
How I missed all the
red warning flags!
A burning fire melted me
To mould me fiercely
I screamed silently
With each passing day & night
I ran back to and fro
Not knowing where to go!
A lesson for life
He taught me to take a different route
Walk the path all by yourself
And to go with the flow
No matter how slow.
And this is how,
I became *me
A me, who
flew back every
other new way,
To find him in nature
& Through solving
life's struggles
With each passing day.
Exactly a year back
From now...
My break up took place
with the most beloved
person of my life.
A year later
In quiet moments
Revisiting & reviving
visualising it
To be tormenting more
Unable to adjust
One's emotional state
of being!
But now I can see clearly,
How I missed all the
red warning flags!
A burning fire melted me
To mould me fiercely
I screamed silently
With each passing day & night
I ran back to and fro
Not knowing where to go!
A lesson for life
He taught me to take a different route
Walk the path all by yourself
And to go with the flow
No matter how slow.
And this is how,
I became *me
A me, who
flew back every
other new way,
To find him in nature
& Through solving
life's struggles
With each passing day.
Though I miss him every other day. 13th October, a day of my shattered heart pieces
Which I am still recovering from.
Wanted to ask him why he never valued me and broke up over a phone call & never met again. But now I know, I never valued myself or raised my standards to value me. I am made up of my imperfections. I am perfectly Imperfect. I need no validation. Be with me as I am or please leave before it's too late for me & you to do nothing but to drown!
Thank you for leaving me completely shattered. I am still in the process of remoulding & recreating myself all over again & again with each passing day & night.
Which I am still recovering from.
Wanted to ask him why he never valued me and broke up over a phone call & never met again. But now I know, I never valued myself or raised my standards to value me. I am made up of my imperfections. I am perfectly Imperfect. I need no validation. Be with me as I am or please leave before it's too late for me & you to do nothing but to drown!
Thank you for leaving me completely shattered. I am still in the process of remoulding & recreating myself all over again & again with each passing day & night.
