I am a human being I am a human being I am a human being I am honest I am strong I am beautiful I can be friends with whoever I want I can protect myself I can defend myself The world is not out to get me I am me I am my own person I do not exist at the expense of others MY life choices should not control someone else's Someone else's life should not control mine I am not property I am allowed to roam I am allowed to be depressed for no reason I am allowed to be happy for no reason other than I am happy I will not cheat I will not lie I have never cheated I have never lied in that matter I never will I am trustworthy I am not my mother I am not my father I am not my past I am honest I am careful I am hushed I am scared I am in love, and it terrifies me Love controls me Love tells me to not have friends Love tells me I cannot stray I cannot be by myself I am not allowed to talk to anyone it doesn't know I am not allowed to talk to anyone it does know I have restrictions MY love is bold MY love is loud It does not care what it does It only wants to exist alone So when my love exists I do not
I don't know what to do There is no winning
"There comes a day when you rectify Who you are With who you want to be with. I cant make those two things coexist." The Wonder Years