The shadows of your body
Reflect off the walls of my memory.
My crimson hands, my old friend
depression sitting down beside me
In attempts to console me.
But I still see you in everything I do
I see you inside me even when I try to escape this living hell we all call home
And all I ever want is you.
All I ever need is you.
But the flowers that once bloomed up my throat
Now wilt at the absence of your touch
And I've realized my only escape from the pain is the person who's escaped my grasp.