I'm not afraid to honk when people get to close Alarming them of the mistake they're about to make Don't get closer, for there's a crash awaiting just around the turn If you get as close to touch me, there is no small tap I crumble and implode completely Too weak to take the hit I leak all that's in me, not able to move again Yelling when they frustrate me Throwing concerns into the wind How can people go through so carelessly No seat belt to secure who they are Running red lights to get what they want Taking the risk, and usually getting away with it/ It's disgusting Terrifying me to the point where I don't want to be the one behind the wheel Let someone else take control Drive me to my next destination Choose each road to ride on, less bumpy then my usual When I drive myself it's scary The driver can't be trusted She swerves Speeds Parks double spaced Crashes more than others Loses control and is unable to see where she'll end It's better to sit aside and let some one else take on the challenge Some days, when the sun is glaring into my eyes I don't see past the next hill I close my eyes lightly Imagining flying Off into the sun and living a bright life I actually fly out out my lane and shake so bad it's bothersome I let go and keep pushing my foot forward Another step, another place to be I don't want to be here But I gain my stability again, and slow into my way Which ever way I end up, be careful if I pass
This is actually about my life/... I'm a bad driver