Everyday i died. Everyday i doubted Everyday i felt insane Everyday i lived in fear Everyday i hated myself Everyday i didnt eat... sometimes. Everyday i bent to your will Everyday i suffered in silence Everyday i hated you Everyday i couldnt take it Everyday i thought of running Everyday i dreamed of what it could be like Everyday i lost my trust in everyone Everyday no one could understand Everyday i lost myself Everyday i crumbled Everyday i felt ashamed Everyday i couldnt recognize myself anymore
BUT NOW...
Everyday i get a little stronger, Everyday i get a little braver, Everyday i hurt a little less, Everyday i feel a bit more free, Everyday i trust a bit more, Everyday i feel a little wiser, Everyday you control me less and less, Everyday im a little happier, Everyday i find myself Everyday i feel proud Everyday i follow my heart Everyday i find a bit more of myself Everyday i put back pieces you stole Everyday i heal... Everyday i grow... Everyday i am reborn... Everyday i am more me than i was before Everyday i am thankful for what ive survived Everyday i am alive... Everyday i am living in spite of you.