I feel rage... Rage for all of us who have been violated. My heart is oh so heavy. It seems to be everywhere. And we suffer in silence. How can anyone do that to another human being? It's a silent epidemic. Why is nobody talking about. Human... we all have dignity. How dare someone treat you.. me.. like an object to be played with, trampled on and then tossed to the side like nothing. Do you know what thorns you stabbed and wrapped around my heart? You've left scars on my heart forever. For some moments of power & pleasure... you steal the light within someone's soul. How dare you... You put poison on a bleeding soul. Choking; I tried to survive life suffocating on your poisonous after affects. I used a lot of bad anesthesias along the way. Who was I trying to protect? You paralyzed me for some time. Time to cleanse my body of your darkness. I feel sorry for your twisted soul. You won't get the last word. No no. I will.