I remember when all I thought we'd ever be was friends. No honestly, I remember when I thought we would never be friends. Then you became my best friend and then my boyfriend.
I remember not believing in love, you didn't either.. I remember when you made me believe.
I remember when we argued about things that never made sense. I remember not talking for days on end. I remember things changing the moment we saw each other and I remember things staying the same even then.
I remember the way you looked at me, how you stared so deeply. I remember our moments of honesty and trust and I remember when love turned to lust.
I remember when you broke my heart and how everything fell apart. I remember the pain in my chest and the thoughts in my head. I remember wanting it all to end. I remember when I hated you again or at least I wanted to, even then I still wanted you.
Now I'm sitting here remembering when my love was true... Remembering I only ever loved you.
I miss your laugh and the stupid things you said. I miss listening to you play your guitar and sitting on your bed. I miss cleaning your mess room or making you do it instead. I miss the music you played that I sometimes hear in my head. I know that what we were is dead and missing you is all I'll get..