Remembering the words I memorized to myself last night I can't seem to put them together in the right order now Somehow I thought I'd be able to recite those words to you Without losing my voice and having to cough it back up But just one look in your eyes and all is lost again I want you to know how much you mean to me How the fear I have of this world doesn't compare to my feelings for you No matter how many tears I have at night Your smile to me makes my body feel light I worry too much about what you think about me Am I just the little girl you saw across the room? Playing games that made you skip and grin against your will Or did I change after the first image popped in your mind of me Bare legs, large top, never wishing for this to stop You asked me if I was happy and I ripped my mental script I wrote I told you, " I love you" Because that line will never change
The same scene plays over and over in my mind. I hope I get to love you the way we want