No, I don't  remember everything about you.

The way your eyes form lines whenever you smile.
The way your face paints red if you're mad.
The way you murmur when there's something you hate but still continue for being kind.

I don't remember all of these,

Of how passionate you are in doing your job even if you hate some aspects and how selfless you are.
Of how you giggle at almost everything.
Of how cute you're when you rant about the book you read or movies you watch.

I don't  remember everything that involves you,

Like how a plain coffee reflects your passion.
Like how a characteristic directly connects you.
Like how one specific place speaks about you.

I don't remember ,

When I slowly am feeling butterflies in me
When I could not control my emotions towards you
When I started to love you and everything you do

No, I don't remember everything about you.
I won't remember everything about you.

This I keep on repeat for at least the more I convince,
the more I'd get used to this
and the more I'd get used to this,
the more I won't hurt myself over again.

You see, I am trying not to remember everything about you. ☺️

-kem ann