I don't think you're what I want

Your love lights a fire in me
So deeply I can feel it burning inside my heart

I love you so much it feels like a forest fire
When we are apart
(There's smoke clouding my thoughts now)

The strength of your hug
Lifts me out of my deep miserable dysfunction

In its absence,
I'm perpetually falling
(I can't find stable footing)

The way you look at me
And caress my cheek....
Like I'm the only one that matters

Now, your touch 2,000 miles away,
The only thing to graze my cheek a single tear
(I know you'll find someone better)

It's only been four days,
Yet I feel as though so much has changed
I don't want to get hurt again
It might as well just end.

And I'm not positive
But I don't think you're what I want
Anymore