If that will be that, then breathe it while it lasts.
We could have grabbed each others' hands and stretched our existence, turned time's fabric to our bed and blanket,
but this is it, as I feel your sweat and sweet breath I prepare to feel the repeat sequence, I repeat it
The empty smile spreads cheek to cheek
She's beside me in splendid silence, I whisper
my regret over driving such high speeds, when I know for a fact, the road and its changeless dangers to her saintly, sleeping form.
I'm sleepless.
It happened again the other night. I let it happen again the other night. Her smile filled my head with stars, made me see futures and endings. Things always end the same way. Tucked into my sheets, waiting for the newborn morning, after killing dreams of days to come. When will I stop?