I am most intense when I work more than ten hours
take the fervor home and want notifications
comments and  hearts and things to take
that edge off without sipping the dregs
of the bottom of a wine bottle or the scrapes from that pipe
or pushing my stem again
or asking Alice for her dreams
can I borrow some
please Brer Rabbit
when nothing is a flitter on the network and I disappear
and am broke I have all a flutter
the broke *** bluest thoughts
it's almost hell hard to devour defeat
make senses of or feel
I wouldn't feel if i felt then