I was never a perfect partner
Ive been repeating that all over.
But please know that I try to be a good one.
Even though a large part of the trust is gone.
Ive been crazy the past few days.
Thinking of many different ways.
My heart has a difficulty of healing.
With the broken pieces, everyday Im dealing.
I wanted to isolate myself and see if I could heal.
But I cannot just leave you, coz ******* are real.
It is like I had to get cut to hold the sharp edge of the knife.
Coz I cannot let you go because you are my life.
Im sorry if I cannot forget about it now.
Im sorry if I remember it somehow.
My heart is still breaking and I dont what to do.
Maybe only time can heal and the efforts too.
Don't give up on me, Love.
You're the only thing I have.
Many have left and I lost track.
But Please wait for me, I'll be back.
I wasn't supposed to deal with the problems coz I havent done anything wrong.
You had a mistake for not being strong.
But i realized, we are partners and we are one.
That means both should deal with what the other one has done.
I had my mistakes, perhaps you'll say.
But whatever it is, Im sorry anyway.
I love you Love and I always will.
Please wait for the time when I am healed.